CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !

CRYING IS NOT THE WAY FOR FACING PROBLEMS !

n i has just cried bcoz of u . am i stupid ?
i just avoid from you as im scared ! S-C-A-R-E-D !
the word scared is just making me so sad . i dunnoe why .
n u just stop asking me why . i feel damn pissed now ! i wan to cry all those sadness OUT ! i dun wan to keep it inside my heart and it will b worse than now .
i HATE myself for loving you so much ! but u dun really even care about me . I HATE MYSELF and I HATE YOU as well !
i just prevent tat nth happen to me as usual . i dun wan to show wad i felt to other ppl n i will keep it in myself ! D:

i dunnoe why , i am just so scared now !
i scared i will lost my beloved ones especially____ ____ !

this few days when im not arnd , i noe wad u hav done
and w/o anywords thu other ppl , i can guess oso was u did behind my back .
i dun wan tat to b happen next on .



-->THOSE PPL =
i noe wad u hav done !
pls dun pretend tat nth had happened !
i can see through every single one of ur action , n expression tat u hav given to me .
i HATE it !
i noe u all will _______ abt me when im not arnd !
it will b happened though !
ohkays dun talk abt those fxcking stuff anymore !






my PET


ohkays , well !
just play pet society not long .
n my pet is lik not nice loh ! but i liked the PURPLE colour . teehees~

yesterday
slept at 3am++ almost 4am den wokeup at 1 pm .
and tdy me , sis n cousin got stomach ache !
walao , damn pain lah , i went twice into the toilet n my sis as well .
but the worse is my cousin , he went in five times ++ ! SIAO rite .
dunno wad we ate sia and gt stomach ache ! fxck .

nth more to post abt .
n tmr goin out to tpy w/ elyana n friends ! Happy,happy !
will meet those old friends !

9 more days to GB days !